“We all move uneasily within our restraints.” (Kay Redfield Jamison) Guess what? I started a new Mood Stabilizer on Tuesday: Lamotrigine. And my Deep and Passionate desire to visit the Piercing Pagoda has been nixed by my psychiatrist. But Guys, I really want a piercing. Make a dot. Poke a hole. Make dot. Poke a hole. I am craving the pain. The dull burn that would refocus my mind and help me get by. Despite that fact, I haven't given in to the temptation yet. Nope. Instead, here I sit in South Bend Chocolate Company typing away, fighting tears, and wishing there was a hand to hold right now. Make a dot. Poke a hole. Make a dot. Poke a hole.