Tuesday, August 20, 2013
Talk A Good Game
I've been rereading some of my posts. And while I much appreciate the kind comments, this Jenni Nicole is willing to admit to being under extreme duress of late. The truth is nothing hurts more than cold indifference. My brother says I'm being unfair. That reticent is the more objective adjective here. That I need to move on with my life. Put this behind me. And I'm trying. When my friends see me in person its clear my walls are slowly going up. But what is also clear is that my defenses are still fragile. A few misspoken words, like tonight, and I dissolve into tears. Sometimes you have to talk a good game until you believe what you are saying.