"It's about a girl who gets turned into a swan and she needs love to break the spell, but her prince falls for the wrong girl so she kills herself." ~Black Swan. Dear Lord, help me. Its a Xanax night. No, seriously, this Lady is coming unglued. The obsessive thoughts have taken hold and I can't break free. What happens if I don't find a job by this July? What if no psychology program will accept me? What if I never get over him? I've got no answers and there's no fixing me at the moment. The best I can hope for is sleep. Sadly enough, it should have been a good day. I attended to a rockin' Halloween party and successfully made a Jack Skellington pumpkin. He's awesome... Now sleep.