Wednesday, November 13, 2013
"I want to be able to look at you, and not feel so hurt by you." That's what I want, Guys. I can't fix my life right now, though, I'm doing my darnest to make that happen was well. But I want to be able to wake up and let him cross my mind without pain tearing through me so deeply I almost gasp. But I understand the reality. He will never apologize for hurting me and I'm not about to initiate that conversation so I just gotta drink and wait it out. And, lets face it, things are getting easier. I don't cry the way I used to when he and I still talked. Okay, now who wants to drink with me tonight?