Sunday, November 17, 2013
Miss Him, Dammit!
I want to email Him. I dunno why. <Stop asking me to be reasonable when I can't. God, do you know how hard it is for me to be moderately stable?> To make matters worse, I cannot get a hold of anyone who will tell me "NO!" in a loud, firm voice that will make me put my computer away. I don't even know what I want to say. Nothing earth shattering. The truth: I still miss hearing from him. Even now. Months later. I almost sent him a blank email. No, I've no clue what that would accomplish. I think its the cyber equivalent of calling and hanging up. I miss him today, dammit.