Thursday, January 23, 2014

Blue Jasmine: Bad Thoughts


"Ginger, I get really bad thoughts when I'm alone."  Normally, that isn't entirely true anymore.  For the most part, I've put aside the once devastating idea of Him.  I cannot compete with Vulgar and Crass.  Like Jasmine, for better or for worse, I'm a Lady.  If He wishes to slop around in the Mud so be it.  More power to Him.  But every once in awhile the sheer absurdity of what happened hits me hard, like a slap across the face.  In those moments, I feel numb, and, often times, like tonight, I let the hot water from my shower pour over me and remind myself, its one uncomfortable passing thought.  Just take some Xanax and a little bit of sleep and He'll go away.  He's a bad thought when I'm alone.

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