Book reviews, film anaylses, and general hysterics from a waitress turned historian.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Blue Jasmine: Bad Thoughts
"Ginger, I get really bad thoughts when I'm alone." Normally, that isn't entirely true anymore. For the most part, I've put aside the once devastating idea of Him. I cannot compete with Vulgar and Crass. Like Jasmine, for better or for worse, I'm a Lady. If He wishes to slop around in the Mud so be it. More power to Him. But every once in awhile the sheer absurdity of what happened hits me hard, like a slap across the face. In those moments, I feel numb, and, often times, like tonight, I let the hot water from my shower pour over me and remind myself, its one uncomfortable passing thought. Just take some Xanax and a little bit of sleep and He'll go away. He's a bad thought when I'm alone.