Sunday, February 2, 2014
Sleep or a Lack Thereof
"The worst thing in the world is to try to sleep and not to." (~F. Scott Fitzgerald) My days and nights are mixed up. I hate when that happens. What makes it worse is that I'm a little anxious all the time. The prospect of a possible job has me all a flutter which is often a good thing, but not in the evenings. First, I considered Xanax but, thought better of it. I'm not upset, you see. No brown paper bags in my future. No tears. Just a slight buzz of anxiety. Maybe I should drink? Drinking might help. I've got rum, tequila, and a frozen Mike's Hard Lemonade in the pantry. I dunno. Until I get this whole job situation sorted out, and by that I mean, until I leave South Bend, I think I'm going to just accept the anxiety. Go with it. And drink. I'm definitely going to drink. Cheers!