The anxiety is finally passing. Its taken twenty four hours, but my breathing has begun to even out. Thoughts and images that caused me such anguish yesterday now flit through my mind's eye with ease. Its going to be okay. Sometimes I forget that Facebook is nothing more than a pissing contest. People post photos of who they want to be. Not who they are. In response, their "friends" like those images in an effort to validate this false existence. Hard truth is that if you are really happy and fulfilled you don't need facebook's validation nor do you have anything to prove by posting a photograph to imply your happiness. There is no need for a social media persona because you simply are.
PS: As a side note, sibling rivalry out to end before ya hit forty.